It bites
Sitting here wondering
What the word Lolo really meant
Meant something to me
Something sold to me
But still meant something
What did it mean to you
Your people
The same you taught me
Or the one you shame
And it bites
Sitting here wondering
Which moments were real
The looks and the words
Which ones of them true
And I have no clue
They all become lies
And it bites
Hearing a dog bark
And thinking of my Buddy
Or writing these words
On the computer
And it bites
Doubting the people I care about
Who genuinely care for me
Driving by one of our many places
Either fulfilled
Or still living on the good times list
And it bites
That I’m lying awake still wondering
When I hate like I never have
Hurt like I never dreamed
Idiotically missing the feeling
The excitement
The love
It bites!
The dreams
The passion
Then remembering it’s all a lie
The end has passed
But still it bites
It totally fucking bites
And yeah - fuck you
You don’t deserve my words
4 comments:
Safiah cakap you got a blog. What happened? I'm sorry to hear about your friend. I'm going back this May for a month. See you when I see you. Cheer peep!
ilfi!!!nothing..my mistake and it's irreversible..going back early june..sempat ke nk jumpe?read ur e-mail :)
Hi Nawa!
hi ann! :)
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