This is a life

Life is really unfair to me nowadays. My supervisor still hasn't approve my topic of interest to continue my research. I still didn't get the grant. My thesis is left hanging for two months right now. Life is so unfair right? Sometimes, I can't fathom my decision to further my study. I mean, I have a nice life back in Malaysia, if I just stay at home doing nothing, I will still have a nice life. Call it living a luxurious or posh life or whatever, doing nothing at all isn't just my thing. Please God, let me finish this stupid thing in time. Or I'm gonna be crazy!!!